Who am I

I Samuel 18:17-30
Saul used his daughters as snare to David and so that the hand of the Philistines may be against David.
Saul' daughter Merab was not given in marriage to David but to Adriel of Meholah when the time came. Saul cheated David for this marriage.
David said "Who am I and what is my family or my father;s clan in Israel" for Merb and said I'm only a poor man and little known for Michal, Michal was in love with David. Second time Saul didn't said to David directly.
David brought 200 Philistines foreskins as price for the bride, Saul asked for 100. Then Saul gave him his daughter Michal in marriage. David killed more Philistines than Saul requested, David was pleased to become the son-in-law of king Saul.
Saul realized that the Load was with David and that his daughter Michal loved David, Saul became still more afraid of him, and remained his enemy the rest of his life.
Why?
Saul planned an evil things but the Load was with David, so these things became good things, and David became well known and everyone love him.
First marriage might be Merab don't like David and Saul didn't like David so easy gave his daughter to Davis, Saul actually dislike David.
Saul realized the Load was with David but he remained his enemy in the rest of his life, Saul was lost his mind in darkness and his selfish.
Israelite has circumcised, Saul let David took it from their chief enemy Philistines.
How?
David is growing and Saul is fall down to darkness. The difference is David pursue the Load, and God was with David.
God has everything, I will be pleased with the Load when I obey the command of the Load and accept Jesus as my savior. This is more easy way and clear than David. Thanks the Load.
The great servant suffered more challenges or test in his life from the Load for he was chosen by the Load to do great mission.
Who am I? depends on the relationship with the Load