Therefore I will not keep silent; I will speak out in the anguish of my sprit

Job 7:1-21
The eye that now sees me will see me no longer; you will look for me, but I will be no more. As c cloud vanishes and is gone, so one who goes down to the grace does not return.
Therefore I will not keep silent; I will speak out in the anguish of my sprit, I will complain in the bitterness of my soul.
Am I the sea, or the monster of the deep, that you put me under guard? When I think my bed will comfort me and my couch will ease my complaint, even then you frighten me with dreams and terrify me with visions.
Will you never look away from me, or let me alone even for an instant?
If I have sinned, what have I done to you, you who see everything we do?
Life is a succession of pain-filled days and sleepless nights.
Job turns to God and pours out his heart to him - his fear, his longin for death. Why won’t God leave him alone? If sin is the trouble, why won’t he forgive?
Why?
If Job is sinned why he wont’ be forgiven? And no one can say what Jon has sinned.
Job is under suffering, he is so pain and lost hope. He hope these friend go away leave him alone. For there visiting increased his hurt and more burden.
Their vision is terrifying and their words are like a sword to Job.
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爭戰： 被迫勞動，為主人工作的奴隸，就是在盼望陰涼的地方休息，得著工價，結果漫無沒有工資，也無法休息，完全沒有指望。
生命消逝如此快，短暫中卻在勞苦中度過。我的盼望在那裏呢?約伯在地上沒有指望了。
許多弟兄姊妹也在勞苦愁煩中，我們似乎和約伯一樣。我們的盼望在詩90:12-14. 我們的盼望若放在地上，我們將和約伯一樣。
約伯連嚥口水都很困難，睡眠中也有惡夢干擾他。為何不免去他的罪，不然他將離世，好像神在與人為敵，設防，干涉人，監視人，而是神在時時保護我們，我們卻常常逃避神。若是如此約伯怎麼敢如此抱怨呢?其實神不讓我們承擔過重的擔子。真正監視我們，找我們缺點批判人的是撒旦。
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How?
When we under misery, we may loss hope, but be aware that our life is belong to the Lord. We have not right to kill ourselves.